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Monday, November 16, 2009
Came back from camp and home is whr i DONT WISH TO BELONG. its not fair at all, during my o levels i have to take care of home stuff and cant really study. nvm i can study fast. now after my o lvl, i cnat play computer i cant go to work i cant study.!!! WHAT AM I TO DO!!! i just fucking wish u will fuck off from my life, anyway i know u are going to die soon , so it makes me happier cause i know i will inherit all ur fortune after U DIE!!!
time and time again, never once has he EVER listen to me, do u know what i like, do u know what i like doing, wat i hate, what i like to eat, what things i want, which gundma i like most, whats my dream, whats my goals! DO U EVEN FUCKING KNOW UR OWN SON'S BIRTHDAY?! U DONT KNOW ANYTHING, U ARE CLEARLY BIAS! u know and treat him well and treat me like a maid, and when i talk back u slap, when he talk back u keep ur fucking mouth SHUT!!! SO FUCKING IRRITATED!
now to some happy things, found out that i will be going to vip soon with a small group of ppl. tmr going to clean my room, clear out everything BURN ALL THE THINGS RELATED TO U! oh i forgot i already did. someone pls help me in my misery, now im just a tool in life.
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
ahh, whole body aching... must be the muscles not used to active contractions .. haha today went to iluma to watch movie and play lan. watched 2012!!! it was FAN-TASTIC!!! it was simply awsome cause the special effect and i feel its really coming true and as such i really need to fast forward my plan. maybe some say im naive but i believe in extraterrestrial . the earth completely teared up and USA is VERY GOOD at keeping secrets, face it 2012 is really coming true only that we do not know when the us will take action and kudos to the film director of showing the presidents of states as a loyal figure who will not leave their sinking ship.
next up will be long after all is over, cunting down the hours to U MY first!
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
ahh! finally the end of my olvls and as such operation head shot has commenced its dead line.. ahh i find it very funny. when its school time i feel the holidays are not coming any nearer. oh god pls have mercy on my brain.. now exams and school ended, im left with the feeling of emptyness, missing all u friends , classmates and haters.
nvr hav i felt so attached to this world of mine.oh well, one has pass and another must enter. i really hope my o lvl can get good grades, i really hope for a 16points or below.
wondering what my future should be? a doctor? a pilot? an airplane specialist? teacher? or a clean energy engineer? or maybe cook?! cant decide on which to be, but one thing is for sure, the future is yours to choose and not for others to decide for u... choose and follow through thats how things are done..
oh and one last thing before i signed off, code name BURN FREE has commenced and i really hope u guys will help me slim down and get fit. oh well, cant wait for VIP and my BELOVED redcrossyouth camp!! wahahahahaha. getting fit is all i want to be now, since i cant play com, or do anything.
new skin hope u guys likes it. next post will be on individual thoughts of the class.. copied this idea from MS QUEK WEITING!!! LMAO
oh well priority first now, fitness, work and happiness.
signing off , ur blade is yours! wuju style!!! LOL ROCKS!!!
fulajeh
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